elleseven

so, we have to wear all black where i work and stuff, and i always try to look a little fucked up. Today I shall look like a burglar (how the hell do you spell that one?). But, a cute one, like Bailey. I will wear a skirt with some fishnets, and a black shirt, and my burglar hat! ha ha ha. Dont I...
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You know how when you quit smoking you almost feel like you actually will die? Thats how I feel. My chest feels empty. It is very weird.

Veruca is out exploring the hallway now. She is very interested in apt. N where there are two cats. She keeps trying to play with them, but their people are not home. too bad Ruca.

Yay for the...
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anyone know of a good place to live around here?

I may need a new mother.

She is gone now. I had to ask her to leave. What else could I do? Her presence was driving me nuts. I feel awful. But also sort of empowered. I have always been her sweet little elleseven. But no longer. hurumph. I need a xanax. Or two. and I also have to go to work.

Sorry for such...
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so grumpy.

i can't sleep, my mum is coming tomorrow god knows when, and i have an exam on friday that i have not studied for. i am exhausted, but my mind keeps racing. stupid race car mind. sometimes it is great, others, mmm, not so much.

i try to read something that i think will put me to sleep, like crime and punishment, but...
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Workin' on my resume, listenin' to the Beta Band, drinkin' some yummy coffee...

oy! somebody stop me!

so I told my mother i cant handle her being here for a week, no offense, and none was taken! woo hoo! she will only stay a couple of nights and see some of her other peeps on this side of the state. what a relief.

veruca salt...
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Oh god,

my mother is coming to stay for almost a week. and i dont think she is planning on staying in a hotel. this makes me quite nervous. one time, she stayed for 2 days, and i was sooooooo relieved when she left.

dont get me wrong, i really love my mother. but she is coming to help me "get over this depression, and...
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There!

I did it all!!

yesterday i ran. tomorrow i shall do it again.


I cleaned my studio, but it sucks because my vacuum is broken. i had to sweep the whole damn carpet, which is no easy task. but it is much more comfortable in here now.

it was rough cleaning as Veruca Salt had a few epileptic-type accidents on my floor. it was...
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Today I get motivated. Notice my grammar, I am even using caps. In a few minutes I will go for a run, then I will take a shower, and clean my appartment, then go to the doctor, then... I don't know what else. I have a wonderful three day weekend ahead of me. Woot woot!

Last night i rented a video called True Stories. David...
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its a beautiful day in SG land, i must say. Amina's set is gorgeous.

currently i am taking a break from getting my makeup just right for work. i had to take a break because i am frustrated. so an update was in order.

miss veruca salt wants to say hi to all of you:

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who knew she likes to write? and whats with...
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oh, so tired.

i am hungry, and i need a massage, and i dont want to take care of myself right now.

sorry to be such a bummer, but those of you that saw my last journal entry's comments know that i had a wild night. im talkin' wild. then i had to work this morning, so naturally i smoke a bunch of pot, which...
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every year on feb 14 the virginia cafe hosts a lip print contest. I WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

there were four categories, and mine was color. i 'm gonna be famous! my lips will be on the wall FOREVER!



So, I have found that work is a WHOLE LOT BETTER STONED!





i slang hair products and make up, and it is so much better now that i have...
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