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Make she he/she can send us Kitty stuff when he/she returns home. (God! That's all I can think about lol)

I was in South Carolina for the weekend working. Didn't have any 'net access there.

Raspberry Vodka and 7up...sounds great. I need something else to add to that though...is the raspberry flavor strong?

Did you get drunk?

I had a baaaaad weekend. I didn't find that the Lex intensified my buzz any. I didn't get that drunk on friday, but SATURDAY?? Whoa- I was doing well at first, but I feel completely off the wagon.

I had a number of people buying my drinks trying to ake me home and somehow I ended with a bag of white girl. (hiphop slang for ya). I don't want it, I never drink or do any nonsense outside the club, at all.

I didn't work sunday because my toes swole up for some strange reason.

She can be incredibly snarky, too.

Apologies seem to help sometimes.

I left the kitties group because of the attitudes of some of the SGs and how brutal and cruel they were to people who were looking for help or reassurance. There are plenty of SGs with problems, but they are the queens here.

No, I'm not a member of that group. I'm just saying if you thought you may have been overly dramatic, then taking the high road now and apologizing might be a way of avoiding a zot and moving past it all. Then again, if you don't have a history of pissing off SGs, nothing may come of it. I try to avoid the drama around here, which is why I excused myself from the kitties group.

On no hunny! Is it time to swap phone numbers??

I'll get the shorts- sometimes the fishnet and garter are too much for the type of dancing I do as in video girl style- they seem to be for the 'posing type dancers'. But I'll give it a shot. I think the guys will get a kick out of the zipper. I know I will. I'll post a pic when I get it.
I'ma throw some crystals on that bitch. haha

Yeah I'll buy some cheap trackfone or one off of ebay for the loons. That guy actually finally stopped calling I guess he got the point. It won't be my last time seeing him, too many of his friends know me and I'll bet everytime they go into the club he'll ask them to look for me. And if I am there, he will hightail it the club.

I did move, but I go back to that club everyso often because there is another guy who will had me $150 buy me a drink then leave. That's it too easy. So I get $150 for just walking in the door. I blew him off for a while so he's pretty desparate. I'll see if I can get some more. Damn I'm such a stripper sometimes.

I'd be honored if ya hook me up! YesSSS!

That's better than being totally sad. What's making you sad or is it just a general feeling?

My favorite part: And that's right, i'm the one that's tattooed on his arm

Dedicated to all the hos who try to come in between me and my better half.

I made it back. I have to go in tomorrow for a 'body check' and to audition for the manager. *yawn*

my last name is "Bitch", seriously

I love the word Bitch.

That picture was hilarious. I could think of a few I worked with who should order from Mama Buiscut. One thing I am terrified of is smelling sweaty at work so I always change, freshen up and sometimes shower when getting off stage. I lose a few customers like that because they get tired of waiting but oh well. Being called stank is not something you can brush off, it stays with you.

I stayed away from Victoria's Secret because so many people shopped there and the strip club joke is most dancers wear 1 particular body spray. I think it's lovespell or heavenly?, I'm not sure. Anyway I was at the mall one day, going to Claire's to buy ANOTHER rhinestone bracelet and I walked past VS and saw the pretty colors of the Beauty Rush line. I tried all 6 and settled on the Grapsicle scent. (probably because it was purple)

I love it. Everyone else loves it on me. The girls in the dressing room ask to borrow it. If they discontinue it I will be upset. I'm going to go back for a different one next time- but it is so cool to find something you love and everyone else does.



I like perfume but I'm not a perfum whore. I have 2 (Giorgio Armani and Dior Pure Poison) I'm sure I won't have anymore until those run out. I like scented lotions and body sprays better.

I remember those days in high school I would douse myself in Obsession , CK One and Calvin Klein Escape. *sigh*

I hadn't thought of doing curry or other indian foods with fish until I saw it on the menu of an Indian restaurant in Milwaukie. I've been wanting to add more fish to my diet, but don't have any experience cooking with it. Now I have something easy.

I don't actually make salads. I rarely buy fresh produce because it goes bad before I use all of it (or sometimes any of it). I'm usually pretty spontaneous with cooking, so it rarely works to buy fresh stuff beforehand. My mom's traditional green salads have usually contained chopped iceberg lettuce (although she's started adding more varieties now that they've become pretty common), cucumber, white onion (sometimes green), tomatoes, radishes, and often zuchini, mushrooms, and/or cauliflower. And since I so rarely eat fresh produce, I often don't put any kind of dressing on it. In restaurants, I usually order thousand island on the side.

I go through phases of different types of base items - rice, pasta, couscous. I had a couscous kick for a while a few years ago. I'll probably rediscover cooking with it again at some point. I was usually cooking it with vegetables mixed in and then would cook the meat item separately.

It's easier cooking for myself, because I don't have to stress about whether or not it will taste good. I only do it once or twice a week, but usually get at least two meals from it and sometimes three or four. I'd get tired of eating out of cans quickly. And there is so much sodium in that stuff. I do it, but not more than a couple times a week, at most.

I don't usually do anything with the cream soups unless I'm trying a recipe that calls for it. I have been hoarding a can of progresso creamy mushroom soup for a couple of years, because it is so yummy - just plain, by itself. I haven't seen it in stores though. I think it was a sample I received at work and it may not be widely carried or has been discontinued.

The cordon bleu sounds super yummy.

Yeah, it's Xanax. Never tried that before. One girl I used to work with took Klonopin, I never knew what it was at the time. We were at some guys house and he gave her a bunch of his pills. He handed me a few and told me not to let her take them all at once. She forgot them in my car, so one night when I was extremely stressed out and about to lose it, I happened to come across them in my console. I looked it up online and saw it was generic Valium. I took one to mellow me out and it knocked me out lol. I felt kinda drunk at first then slept wonderfully for hours.
I have 2 new clubs to go to this week so I'll be sure to test the Ativan out, I hope it chills me out, I got so worked up the last time I just went back home. Something I CANNOT afford to do anymore. I don't know why I am so scared to do such simple things.

Oh I'm sorry hun I hope it works soon!

I'm not sure the Ativan I have is working out fo rme either- I'll see this evening though.

I'm gonna get my 'charms' from strapya or ebay. The site: click

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