ellebelle

My mom is not doing well. They botched her surgery and now she has tubes poking out of her stomach. I've been thinking about flying to California but, my sister say's that there is nothing I can do for her. I have no clue. My husband has frequent flyer miles he is willing to give me for a ticket but, I don't have spending cash for like....food while I'm down there. Damn this $2,400 morguage. The kids love this house though. I just wish it wasn't such an expensive house. We'd have so much more money. I'm glad Sean is an Engineer but, even now we are living paycheck to paycheck. That's why I ended up getting 2 extra job's, So I'd have my own spending cash for like GAS (skyrocketd prices) and therapy $40 bucks a month. N odds n ends like hair dye and whatever- I personally need or want. I shouldn't have spent the money I just recieved on a docking station for an IPOD I don't even have yet. I do have the money for the pink NANO but, I've held off on buying it because I didn't have my card with me the other day. I only had cash from cleaning the house I clean. She gave me an extra fourty bucks this week, so I made $120. Whoo Hoo.

I'm so glad Sean does pay for my meds. I go straight through the big pharmasutical companies on our insurance plan so that I can get a three month prescription for the same price as one month. It saves us a ton of money but it's STILL crazy expensive since I'm on so many meds.

I wish the money fairy would shower me with some mula.