today i found out my few real freinds do need me , on one side i feeling low and shitty for feeling good about it ,but i thought the were pushing me out of there lives an that really upset me .
im just glad i could help them out even when the scumbags who pretend to be there let them down .
i feel ill , i might be diabetic but i wont know until wednesday , im a litte freaked by this .
im just glad i could help them out even when the scumbags who pretend to be there let them down .

i feel ill , i might be diabetic but i wont know until wednesday , im a litte freaked by this .
