elizadoolittle

wow...
after days of no sleep and endless tears I turned up at my grandad and aunties door..i was there all of 5 minutes..now on top of crushing grief I feel fucking stupid and even more let down and alone..
should have known to ride out thee storm alone..like always.
offers of help from so many online, people ive never met or chatted to but where are the real people, the actual hugs..