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Christmas morning mayhem.
Ruby was awake at stupid o' clock of course. In the end we had to wake Tom and Sylvie. Sylvie was overwhelmed by Tom and Roo in her face at 6am yelling that Santa had been and had tantrum and refused to open her eyes. Photos of her face down with Tom looking rather defeated are hilarious.

It was the usual chaotic event. All the pressies, the squeals then the the ungratefullness, lol.

It was nice with them but they went about dinnertime and it sunk in that it was xmas day. I was alone and my brother, who normally spends the day with me was where he is.

Then I realised there were no trains today. So i totally fucked up anad as a result Luke will have no visitors today. Dad was ok with this becasue, truly,, Luke is very out of it atm and barely awake but I cant tell you how fucking shit I feel about it.
Had bit of a meltdown which I was kinda expecting to happen but Im ok now. I have to travel there and back tomorrow though whichis really hard. Its a 4 hr train journey and the last time I did I had a panic attack - loong story but it really cocked the whole day up. I was in no state to see Luke as bad as he was and spent alot of the day hiding in hospital toilet.

Anyway, here are pics from yesterday morning....





Sonny slept through all that so I took some photos of his later on...





Now how could I not be cheered up by him....