So far in my 1yr of modelling I have had one publication (In LSH Mag) Obviously this was great but I always think I should be more out there.. Im pretty sure I'm not the only model who thinks so too, I know I've not been in the industry for long and models who have been doing it for years still haven't got to where they want, but I can't help feel that I'm forever not good enough :( Or that my modelling career is just not going anywhere..
I see Magazine publication and think I'd look banging on the cover or even if I had a small piece inside the Mag 😂 I've emailed a few And I've not had replies 😭 I'm hoping one day I'll be noticed and someone will want me on the cover of their mag 😆 But until then I'm just gonna have to press on with my modelling and keep my fingers crossed! I'm just hoping I won't get to the stage of "Fuck it, I'm never going to be good enough" I don't want my depression to suck this up too 😢
Urgh sorry for the depressing, negative blog I just needed a little rant 😣 Any advice on how to be noticed would be grand 😂 Or if any Togs read this that would like to work together drop me a message 😉
From my Recent shoot at Solo Studio with MartynS
