Right, well this week's Blog Homework is a hard one for me, seeing as confidence is a big issue for me!
After having two children, one Is 2yrs and one being 8months, my confidence with my body has hit rock bottom! Flabby belly, extra weight, saggy breasts you name it I've got it!! But you know what I still have an amazing boyfriend who has stuck by me, and tells me I am beautiful and that he loves me, which Is a massive confidence boost, I also still sell 'porn' videos and photo sets and from what my fans and customers say to me makes me 100% confident about my body! Why should I hide it and feel gross about myself when Men and women are telling me I am sexy, and I am stunning! You guys are my confidence boost secret... Today is Woman Crush Wednesday and a beautiful lady posted me on her instagram saying I am hers :') I have never felt so loved :P I never thought someone would comment on one of my photos saying 'figure goals!' That made my heart explode!!
I don't wear fancy clothes, I don't wear make-up (pretty much never) and I know that people will comment saying I am fat and I'm not pretty, but you know what I ain't here to please everyone and I know I never will! I am not the prettiest but I am me :D
My confidence with anything is also not great, getting out to do photo shoots is so hard, I panic, I cancel, I regret it! But seeing photos after my shoots makes me realise that doing shoots, and meeting new models/photographers is the best choice I can make! I have met and spoke to so many beautiful and amazing people since starting modelling And I wouldn't change it for the world!!
Making money on my content is always a massive confidence boost, when I sell a video or someone buys membership to my website or follows me on instagram/Twitter and even people commenting on my sg content I know I must be doing something right :P
So thank-you to everyone that has ever helped my confidence and keep it up so I can carry on making amazing images and videos for you all ;)