I slept for 12 hours straight last night. i came home, climbed into bed at 7 and everything until 7 am this morning is a complete blackout. I think I needed it as I have had lingering cold from hell for weeks now.
I have decided that I will quit smoking, for a while anyway. I am not that big a smoker to begin with. I think i go through 2 packs a week if that. But I cant shake this cold, and drinking a little on the weekends has not been a help either. So no more smokes for a while.
I like the thought of a cigarette in the middle of the night in a diner, over coffee and eggs.... or a bagel. But for now I am not shaking this cold from hell, and I really need to.
My drinking has been a bit ont he rise lately too. I think I spent most of the last 2 weekends with a beer in hand at all times. I wasnt at any time drunk, in fact never anything over a mild buzz. I think that might be because It takes me a good hour and half to finish a beer. But I think the constant irrigation of beer over my innards isnt doing me so well. It also isnt helping me to drop the few pounds that I would like to.
I just bought my very first briefcase. It would seem that between the 3 jobs I hold, the 1 son I have, and all of the paper tracking that come with independant business and owning a home have all gotten to the point where they require a nice neat way to stay with me when they need to. Not to say that all of these things require attention at all times, but it's nice to have things set in place where they need to be. Bless my laptop that fits so nicely within.
Even after one dose of this mixture, I am feeling stronger and better than I have been. i can breathe which is an improvement. I have no appetite, but that isnt necessarily a bad thing.
My Birthday is at the end of this month and I have already bought myself a kick ass birthday gift. I bought myself tickets to the Berlesque show in Northampton Mass.
It just so happens that it is my favorite place on the planet, and now I get to go there Feb 10th for a belated birthday celebration. I am truly excited!
Work is ok today, and I am feeling more accomplished as time goes by.
I have to take care of just a few loose ends and all will be well in this chaotic kingdom.
I am thinking of those that comment here, and I am thinking of those I have met here and talk to fairly regularly....
I am glad I met all of you. It's been inspiring, and comfortable.
More to come tomorrow....
I have decided that I will quit smoking, for a while anyway. I am not that big a smoker to begin with. I think i go through 2 packs a week if that. But I cant shake this cold, and drinking a little on the weekends has not been a help either. So no more smokes for a while.
I like the thought of a cigarette in the middle of the night in a diner, over coffee and eggs.... or a bagel. But for now I am not shaking this cold from hell, and I really need to.
My drinking has been a bit ont he rise lately too. I think I spent most of the last 2 weekends with a beer in hand at all times. I wasnt at any time drunk, in fact never anything over a mild buzz. I think that might be because It takes me a good hour and half to finish a beer. But I think the constant irrigation of beer over my innards isnt doing me so well. It also isnt helping me to drop the few pounds that I would like to.
I just bought my very first briefcase. It would seem that between the 3 jobs I hold, the 1 son I have, and all of the paper tracking that come with independant business and owning a home have all gotten to the point where they require a nice neat way to stay with me when they need to. Not to say that all of these things require attention at all times, but it's nice to have things set in place where they need to be. Bless my laptop that fits so nicely within.
Even after one dose of this mixture, I am feeling stronger and better than I have been. i can breathe which is an improvement. I have no appetite, but that isnt necessarily a bad thing.
My Birthday is at the end of this month and I have already bought myself a kick ass birthday gift. I bought myself tickets to the Berlesque show in Northampton Mass.
It just so happens that it is my favorite place on the planet, and now I get to go there Feb 10th for a belated birthday celebration. I am truly excited!
Work is ok today, and I am feeling more accomplished as time goes by.
I have to take care of just a few loose ends and all will be well in this chaotic kingdom.
I am thinking of those that comment here, and I am thinking of those I have met here and talk to fairly regularly....
I am glad I met all of you. It's been inspiring, and comfortable.
More to come tomorrow....
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fractal:
quitters never win
sandman226:
No particularly special dreams to report. Guess you must sleep to have some of those.