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I went to hang out with the few friends I have from highschool. This means the guy I dated from freshman year to junior year in college, and his three friends. It wasn't pretty, and it degraded into "Let's point out everything stupid I ever did." And a lot of that shit wasn't even true, but you know... not like I can defend myself.
I just can't wait to leave, goddamnit.
I've also realized that I've been trying to find jobs to do "because I should" -- management, et al. I don't want business. Do I want money and power? Hell, sure, who doesn't? But I don't want to do it. I want art and a point to my life, and travel. I'm not going to get stuck in all that business crap. I'd rather be broke. Or a hooker. Jesus. How goddamn long does it take to stop lying to yourself? Sheesh.

Thanks for the comments, guys Rest assured, I'll give hot-girl-sex-date details.