elisabeth

This was starting to be a journal about holiday bah humbug stuff, but I think I'm going to do my best to pretend that the holidays don't exist. Generally, I do a pretty good job.

I've got some options with a few things going on in my life right now, and it's such a confusing time for me. There are some things I'd like to do, but cannot, some things that I should do, but am not at liberty to do for the time being.

And fuck new year's resolutions. If you have to procrastinate until the new year, then chances are, it's not an honest goal, and another year will pass you by and you will still be apathetic.

I've long struggled with my weight and all sorts of things. At least I don't smoke anymore, and I've cut back on my meat consumption with the hope of someday being vegetarian again. I've also got a lot of bad personal habits, character traits, whatever you wish to call them, and I am aware and proactively doing something about it.

What's one thing that you would like to improve upon? It can be feasible or unfeasible, it's your choice.