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Turkey day has been awesome. Dad made the best turkey and then we went to see Harry Potter. Effin sweet!!!

It's been a couple of weeks since I was on last. School, work, and family reunions have kept me very busy. Fortunately, I'm going to NH for a visit with my dad and I'll have plenty of time to go online. Yay!

I've been so busy with work and school that I've had no time for updates. I can't wait to be done with school and be free!

I hate feeling like I have to walk on eggshells.

I've spent the last two days in my doctor's office and labs. I think they took about a gallon of blood for a gazillion different tests. Hopefully they'll figure out what the fuck is wrong with me.

I think I'm failing psych and getting A's in math. Weird how things change.

What the fuck am I doing with my life?!

I'm sooo looking forward to my friends' Halloween Bash in N.H.
I miss all of my people up there...

My brother is now 25 and leaving for New Zealand soon. I don't know what I'll do without him for 3+ months.
I'm sad, but happy for him.

Vermont was beautiful. I can't wait to go back for ice fishing this winter!!!

I tried on the most insanely beautiful, perfect, wonderous, outstanding, gorgeous antique engagement ring on Saturday. Words (even though I used several) really can't describe how incredible it was. It's $12,500 and I REALLLLLY want it. I almost need it.

I now realize how awful that sounds. There's so much going on in the world and I want an expensive ring.
At least I'm donating...
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My brain is fried and my emotions are nil. I feel dead inside today.