elijah

im pretty much fed up with everyone i know right now.
idiots.
ive been really sad lately. its when you go through hard times that you realize who your true friends are.
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we spend another day fighting.
empty words and wasted time.
winter days are cold and unfeeling,
sort of like you inside.
i hate this vicious circle of us.

sharp words cut quick like a razor to my wrists
leaving red in the snow.
making me wish for a quicker kill,
but you choose to take me slow.
one more time you leave me bleeding.

the snow keeps falling as you drive away.
it covers all, chilling me. makes me cry.
wind whips my face and freezes tears to my face.
this season is empty and bitter, no answers why.
our winter is never ending.

i can see my breath in front of me,
icy words linger in the air.
i want to call out "im sorry"
but i am stopped by my despair.
im so sick of apologizing.

cruelest intentions find their way
like footprints in the snow.
two sets lead away from there.
one set takes me home.
once again im left to follow.