eliee

Oh how I hate to hurt you..Just looking at your sad face tares my heart, But theres nothing I can do to mend your broken heart...All I have is love for you but theres no way I can come back to you, not now, but im not sayin not ever..Things are changing and they may not seem that they're for the better, but let them change we'll go through it together...I'm flying in a different direction at the moment, trying to find my way through this jumbled knot of emotion..If someone else steps in to take away the confusion, let them try, you will never loose me..I will always be here for you, maybe not the way you want but in the way that you may need me...A friend who knows you, who will listen and who loves you..Let it out, I know its hard but once you do you will not cry, at the site of me, cry at the sound of my voice, you will understand what must be done and in the end that its all for the best..I'm not sure how but we will figure it out...thats life, it ups and downs throw us from side to side until we get sick and puke our brains out...we will never understand the meaning of life..hatred..betrayal...love..its all a mistery..we will just experience it and move on, thats all you can do and thats all I guess i will do..Our hearts are broken but they will soon mend..always carrying a scar that we each made but its not scar that we will cover up, but a scar that we will treasure for the rest of our lives and have thanks for the times we had....

words by Eliee