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Today would have been my father's birthday day...I was supposed to go to the cemetery to visit him but i had to stay at work longer...I really wish he was here, I really need him today..(everyday)

This day makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry till I wither up and die..I hate it but I will never be over loosing my father..He was my best friend..The only person i could talk to..The one person who understood me...He was my everything..I loved him soo much..I will never be a whole person again..

p.s. For any of you who didnt know..My dad died when i was eleven yrs. old..I dont want you to think this just happend..I'm just not over it and will never be...