eliana

jesus, bloody school is wearing down on me.
wearing me thin....
plus now i have a job, so work is going to come into play.
time is going to be cut in half.....
god, why can't life be easy again????

when i moved, it fucked everything up. not just a few minor things i could go on without.....EVERYTHING!!!!!!
my emotions are a wreck, i have no drugs or alcohol to substantiate myself for the moment, no friends that aren't almost 2 hours away, including my mom and b/f, and no life besides school and work.
i'm sad.

i'll stop.
sorry.
needed to vent for a little bit.
el