Numer of job interviews had - 4.
No job yet though.
weight loss - 4lbs.
Go me, I'm aiming for 6lbs this week.
Number of times I've been asked if im 18, 19 or 20 - I've lost count.
Should i really moan that people think I look so young? I just hope I still look young at 30 but I'm a little gutted that ill never been see as a sexy 24 year old just a cute 20 or below.
Anyway this weekend I've been helping my heart broken sister whos older than me. Endless phone calls and texts to make sure shes ok and not going to crumble at the sight of her ex boyfriends new girlfriend.
My sis broke up with this guy and moved to london to do work experience in fashion. Six months they've been apart and not seen each other, then one night they bump into each other and both turn into a complete mess. He's shouting at her saying "I was a mess you know, ask your sister" ( at this point I'm thinking "crap, nice one mate get me into trouble".) and my sister is running out of the club crying. I didn't tell her he was such a mess because I didnt think it would be fair on him if she enjoyed how much pain in was in. So over the last 6 months I've had them both bitching at me about the other. My sister told me that I was not aloud to talk to this ex of hers even if he messages me and that i wasn't aloud to tell him anything. This i listend to and i didnt tell him anything about her and didnt tell her anything about him.
Well after them bumping into each other their ringing each other texting each other, wanting to see each other and BE FRIENDS. It's like watching a train wreck. She gets upset if he doesn't call when he says he will. I'm getting mad because I can see shes going to get hurt and to top it of he has a new girlfriend.
she asks be loads of questions and this is when I realise I've started to sound like a mother.
Sister: when does it spot hurting?
Me: It takes time but after awhile it goes away. trust me.
Sister: I don't think he even cares, he's just all happy with his new girlfriend and hes happy with how miserable I am!
Me: You can never really tell how a person feels in a situation unless they tell you, I'm sure thats not how he feels.
Sister: how do you know when your inlove?
Me: fuck knows, I guess when you really care about someone you'd want to protect them and want to make them happy. I'm not so sure myself.
Sister: I thought Love was ment to be all can't live without the other person, want to spend every second together, adore each other, shower with gifts, can't eat or sleep sort of thing?!
Me: What movies you watching? Life isn't so black and white. mistakes happen. people sometimes arn't so right for each other. There is no rule book to tell us how love should be. People don't have to have everything in common to be a good couple and if you expect so much instead of going with the flow you then feel dissappointed because its not turning out the way you expect it to. Its not twilight and we're all not going to get edward cullen giving us lustfull long looks.
I sound cynical and horrible i know but i was trying to go for the tough love to snap her out of her sadness.
Its horrible to see two people stupidly inlove with each other and be to afraid to do something about it incase they get hurt. COMPLETE FOOLS.
No job yet though.
weight loss - 4lbs.
Go me, I'm aiming for 6lbs this week.
Number of times I've been asked if im 18, 19 or 20 - I've lost count.
Should i really moan that people think I look so young? I just hope I still look young at 30 but I'm a little gutted that ill never been see as a sexy 24 year old just a cute 20 or below.
Anyway this weekend I've been helping my heart broken sister whos older than me. Endless phone calls and texts to make sure shes ok and not going to crumble at the sight of her ex boyfriends new girlfriend.
My sis broke up with this guy and moved to london to do work experience in fashion. Six months they've been apart and not seen each other, then one night they bump into each other and both turn into a complete mess. He's shouting at her saying "I was a mess you know, ask your sister" ( at this point I'm thinking "crap, nice one mate get me into trouble".) and my sister is running out of the club crying. I didn't tell her he was such a mess because I didnt think it would be fair on him if she enjoyed how much pain in was in. So over the last 6 months I've had them both bitching at me about the other. My sister told me that I was not aloud to talk to this ex of hers even if he messages me and that i wasn't aloud to tell him anything. This i listend to and i didnt tell him anything about her and didnt tell her anything about him.
Well after them bumping into each other their ringing each other texting each other, wanting to see each other and BE FRIENDS. It's like watching a train wreck. She gets upset if he doesn't call when he says he will. I'm getting mad because I can see shes going to get hurt and to top it of he has a new girlfriend.
she asks be loads of questions and this is when I realise I've started to sound like a mother.
Sister: when does it spot hurting?
Me: It takes time but after awhile it goes away. trust me.
Sister: I don't think he even cares, he's just all happy with his new girlfriend and hes happy with how miserable I am!
Me: You can never really tell how a person feels in a situation unless they tell you, I'm sure thats not how he feels.
Sister: how do you know when your inlove?
Me: fuck knows, I guess when you really care about someone you'd want to protect them and want to make them happy. I'm not so sure myself.
Sister: I thought Love was ment to be all can't live without the other person, want to spend every second together, adore each other, shower with gifts, can't eat or sleep sort of thing?!
Me: What movies you watching? Life isn't so black and white. mistakes happen. people sometimes arn't so right for each other. There is no rule book to tell us how love should be. People don't have to have everything in common to be a good couple and if you expect so much instead of going with the flow you then feel dissappointed because its not turning out the way you expect it to. Its not twilight and we're all not going to get edward cullen giving us lustfull long looks.
I sound cynical and horrible i know but i was trying to go for the tough love to snap her out of her sadness.
Its horrible to see two people stupidly inlove with each other and be to afraid to do something about it incase they get hurt. COMPLETE FOOLS.
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I think I went to about 6 or 7 job interviews before I got one last time I went job hunting...don't lose hope lol!