ok call me sick but the first time i found this site i was searching for info on suicide .not cause i was planning to kill myself or cause i knew or know someone who has it was just curiosity .
am i disturbed in some way?
is it wrong to want info?
for all the stuff i read did any of it do anything to me?
if someone i knew wanted to die could i or would i help?
does any of what i typed really mean anything to anyone or even myself ...............ok
i might never know or even think about it again but it just makes me wonder why i need to know about things ,does it help me create images or does it just make me feel better that i know someone else is suffering more than me what ever it is it made me write all this so it must have some influence on me .
am i disturbed in some way?
is it wrong to want info?
for all the stuff i read did any of it do anything to me?
if someone i knew wanted to die could i or would i help?
does any of what i typed really mean anything to anyone or even myself ...............ok
i might never know or even think about it again but it just makes me wonder why i need to know about things ,does it help me create images or does it just make me feel better that i know someone else is suffering more than me what ever it is it made me write all this so it must have some influence on me .