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Sometimes I think that I don't believe in god anymore because of the things I have seen and things that he lets happen in this world. Then I find myself wondering if I will be forgiven for the things that I have done. Or I find myself looking up to the sky when something bad or good happens. I don't agree with a lot of...
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timber_:
i believe that everything happens for a reason. and i also believe that what matters most is what's in your heart. and also, that if you ask for forgiveness you will be forgiven. no unnecessarily by yourself, but by God. and... yeah. not sure why i felt the need to share that, but i did, cuase you did. lol smile

it's so good that you're getting help for your ptsd. i have repressed memory syndrome, and i'm to scared to get therapy, cause i'm not ready to remember yet. so, GOOD for you!
phunkybrewster:
eek im with ya on the not leaving the house unless its dark out thing, i completely understand the ptsd thing. <3 xxoo
naughty naughty! as long as noone gets hurt and your safe...you only live once man smile go big or go home wink
smoochies!
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September 11th of 2001 I was in bed with my ex-girlfriend sleeping that morning and then my roomate banged on my door really loud and told us the news. So we woke up and watched the news for a few hours, and then I went to class.

I was already signed up to go off to the army that next summer. I could have still...
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timber_:
you are a hero.
brightredscream:
I can't imagine what it would be like in Iraq...
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We have now won 3 games in a row with no losses, this makes me happy. I am having some really bad lower back problems, so I haven't been able to workout for a while and I hate it. I feel like shit when I don't. It gives me so much more energy. That is about it for now.

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We have our first to football games of the season. I am excited about that big time. I went and saw Dave matthews band with The Roots on sunday. Needless to say I was high the whole day pretty much. Then I hooked up with some people and parrtied with them until 4 in the morning. Great times. My mom came back on saturday from...
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timber_:
DMB and the roots... no wonder you were stoned, lol wink
jayde__:
I'm glad you liked it! wink
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Yeah I saw Rage against the Machine tonight in concert. Phenomenol show, I thought I had lost my chance to see them live when they broke up, and then the miracle happened and they got back together. I think this almost rivals the birth of Jesus for all of you christians and the big bang for you that do not believe in the such I...
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lilandra:
Hey hun, glad you had a great time!!!
kiss
timber_:
aww thanks smile
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Well there is not too much for me to update or blog about. Oh yeah my football team had our first scrimmage yesterday and it went very well. I know that there aren't many sports fans here on SG, but I love it.

I was just asked by a girl that I have been talking to for a long time now, what it would take...
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timber_:
i like sports... well.... i like hockey, lol. smile
and i want my heart stolen... no wait. i want it back... heh. idk.
cassy:
i mean you're a guy, why should you apologize for that?
just be yourself.
you should tell her you want a girl who's not afraid to be herself around you, and who loves you for you biggrin
minus the drama and bullshit biggrin
isn't that what everyone wants?
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Just getting back from a rock and roll 14 band concert/rock festival It was a great show. I am tired and my legs and feet hurt. It was fucking awsome though. There were plenty of girls with no shirts on and body paint, beer, food, and rocking mohter fuckers. The lineup last year was a bit better but I had a good time.

Bands included,...
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ganonymousg:
Amazing, I LOVE kittie! You jerk, why didn't you invite me??!! tongue
frolleinsuzy:
Sorry, I dont know this bands. They are good? Should I hear them?
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Well I played some softball last night for the first time ever in a bar league. I got two hits and scored. But we lost frown . Oh well. I have had this whole week off so I slept in and did nothing all week, except party a bit. Everyone at my house went on vacation until the 25th so i got the house all to...
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foi:
no advice to give - just good luck! smile
arrabbiata_von_p:
thanks for the comment about my ass eheheheheheheheh
good luck with your search for a serious relationship smile
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In this post I am just going to talk and type. I am way better and have found peace in my grandfathers death. I have been having really good workouts at the gym that I go too. I am soo in love with a lot of my SG friends thay are really rad and supportive, and super sexy and hot. I wish I lived closer...
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timber_:
i'm glad you're feeling better. i'm not one of those people who thinks 'time heals all wounds'. i feel that unfortunately, some never go away. BUT it does get easier and better smile
ps- YES more pictures please! wink
ganonymousg:
hearts and love hun, take care of yourself... wink love love kiss
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Thanks everyone for your support and kind words I love you all. Today was the viewing and the funeral. It was a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. I still cried some. I was a paulbearer along with my brothers and cousins. That was intersting, when I saw the hearse drive off it hit me that now he is gone for...
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lilandra:
I hope your doing ok, when i lost my grandad i was 14 and took it really hard, my dad's dad has been in and out of hospital for the last few months and i am really worried for him.
Its always hard nomatter who it is, just look after yourself and your family and i am sending you all love!

And thak you very much for your comments on my pictures it realy made me smile! kiss
ganonymousg:
Yay another band geek... lol i heart u