I hate banks... I just had over $10 in bank fees this money.. and I don't even know what they are for because they suddenly changed what kind of account I had when I turned 19... but I don't know what the fees are... bloody hell...
And I never seem to have enough money... I don't know what is up.. I'm suppose to be sharing all the expenses with Tim, and it seems like we are.. but I still don't have any money to save, which is half the point of all this work I'm doing... I think I'm going to try and win free tuition, etc, for Fashion design at the Art Institute... not that I -really- want to make a living doing that (since you -can't-) but if I'm not paying for it....

I have to fix up my resume tonight to give to my suprervisor cause she's trying to get me to be semi-perminant... at least, on contract from Aviva and not the stupid temp agency.. which will mean more money... hopefully..

Going to see Les Miserable made me want to be Eponine even more.. when I was little I wanted to be Cosette.. but since I've been out of the theatre group for a while because of living in butt-fuck nowhere, there is no way I'll ever be able to be Eponine... and this makes me very sad.. I need to find a way to get back into the theatre scene. I wa on the stage when I was 4, I should be able to get into it again..... I just don't even know where to start here in big T.O.. at least going back to school will help, when that actually occurs... if it ever does.

The people at work loved my Halloween costume... I wish I could have gone out, but I was still getting over being sick and Tim being the way he is, even though he'd had the whole day off, he didn't want to go anywhere... He -never- does, even though he spends more time at home than I do, etc... It's a little annoying.. He told me I needed friends, which is a little true, but I also need a boyfriend who will go out with me at least one a month..

Anyhow.. do my eyes scare anyone else? I was told I have Anime eyes once.. they don't look this big in the mirror....