Wednesday Nov 15, 2006

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a) my ex girlfriend is pregnant

b) a high-school friend's mom (who is good friends with my parents) is within weeks of dying from pancreatic cancer. And she's only known for about a week.

I don't know what to say about either. I fucking hate my head. That's all I can say.









*ahem*
stella_marie:


ok, the only sentiment was that the chorus would make you feel better. maybe you have to pretend to be a pregnant black teenage girl on welfare whose babys daddy beats her to really get the point of the song, but if you were, well, the rest wouldnt seem so bad biggrin
illstabyou:
I'm so sorry to hear the horrible news. If you need someone to rant to I'm here.

Tuesday Nov 14, 2006

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I remember back when I used to breathe...

That was cool.

I miss that.








stella_marie:
time to jump on the no smoking band wagon with me??
ymonster:
Breathing is an essential function of life... You should keep up with that. wink
skull

Wednesday Nov 08, 2006

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nadzofsteel:
<oops>
odette:
that is beautiful

Wednesday Nov 01, 2006

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lucid dreaming
astral projection
disassociation and out-of-body experiences as a reaction to torture
LSD/psilocybin
the Dreamachine/Brion Gysin
Altered States (movie)
Cabaret Voltaire's The Conversation
Until the End of the World (movie)
Strange Days (movie)
hypnosis
Hipgnosis
Peter Christopherson/Coil
the first time I saw the Pink Dots
Crash Warship
body piercing/tattooing
meditation
beta waves/alpha waves
sleep
dreams
soma
Aldus Huxley
raving
drone

It's starting to make...
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stella_marie:
when i first met you, i fell madly in love with you
as time goes by, youve become like a comfy pair of underwear
after hearing about your obsession with MSM, well, youre lace again baby!!!

kiss
stella_marie:
im trying to think of something gross to say

oddly enough, im drawing a blank

whatever

oh fuck!!!! my grossness was in the cigarettes!!!!! now i quit and cant be gross anymore!!!!!!!!!!





frown

Sunday Oct 29, 2006

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Christ, I'm exhausted. Had a great weekend. Friday was my anniversary at my job, so we went out for drinks and I got way way way way too drunk. Holy fuck, was I wasted. Then stumbled over to the Last Rites party, which was awesome -- and very crowded. But a very cool party. Hopefully some of you made it. If not, you missed out....
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illstabyou:
I'm a loser and pre-ordered the SunnO)))/Boris album months ago -- it came in today and it rules! You need to pick this up with the new ISIS tomorrow!
illstabyou:
Speaking of sunnO))) was just lurking their webpage and they're playing a very poorly advertised free show + colaboration in Williamsburg on Friday with the guy from Earth (not Dylan though) at some point between 5 - 8pm. I'm going try to stop by since its early, I have to pass it on my way home, its free, and I'm spoiled and can walk there. Sounds like it could be kind of cool.


Thursday Oct 26, 2006

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So what are you doing this weekend? If you're in the NY/NJ area, maybe you'll be...

- Going to Last Rites' fantastic Grand Opening gala. Check out ymonster's journal for more info.
- Going to Chiller and supporting Monster Squad NYC. Come on, Pee-Wee Herman's gonna be there!

Happy Halloween everyone skull
boxofficepoison:
I actually am going to be in NYC this weekend. Pee Wee Herman has me intrigued.

Monday Oct 23, 2006

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boxofficepoison:
One of the reasons I joined the site too.

Her and Alexis.
tracyramone:
that pic looks liek my neighborhood - i live in such a great part of this state and im only 45 mins from the city - i lurve it!

seeing mei go sucked - i hungout with her last year and sg helloween v 3.0 - she was absolutley stunning and wonderful to talk to.

Monday Oct 16, 2006

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Okay, I am so not a sports fan. Not at all.

However: This was a great weekend for what little interest I do have in sports.

Both my parents are from Michican, so I grew up watching University of Michican football and basketball, and the Detroit Tigers. I gew up rooting for the Wolverines and the Tigers.

Now, my girlfriend went to Penn State. So...
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illstabyou:
Thank you so much for that resturant link! Seriously. Mom and her boyfriend are visitng in a few weeks, she's a fake vegetarian and I've run out of places to go. No idea how much effort that saved me. smile
stella_marie:
oh well

no baseball battle for us


i mean, i wouldnt have watched it anyways, but i totally woiuld have talked shit to you

Thursday Sep 28, 2006

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I haven't had time to breathe this week. So. Fucking. Busy. And it looks like all of October is gonna be this way.

So I never told you about Chicago, huh... yeah, sorry. Life's been crazy since I got back.

Here's the short version:

The drive out there was great. Six people in a minivan, and we all got along swimmingly. (what the hell does...
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stella_marie:
im feeling better
thanks for listening to my rant
i still have to pack
get a paypal account ready for when i get back

wink
lazuli:
Thank You!! that was such a sweet comment. I makes me blush to be in one of your faves! Thanks! skull

Saturday Sep 23, 2006

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Wow. Little Miss Sunshine. If you haven't seen it yet, go. Now. See it.
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stella_marie:
true story
stella_marie:
ohohoh

go on im
i have to tell you something

and no
no boob shots tonight
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