So, last time I was on here… I was struggling. I was feeling alone. I was feeling unacknowledged. It felt like no one was seeing my art or my photography. And I took it SO personally. For right or wrong. Hell, I got MAD at my models for not boosting/supporting their own sets!
And then I put down my camera. I got really jealous and nasty towards the local Tampa photographers. Hearing about their personal choices, watching some come up and connect with the models I WANTED to work with… and I just didn’t see.
And then I picked up a pencil. I started sketching and sketching and sketching. I drew blow jobs, I drew cocks, masturbation, steamy sex, I drew art nude gesture studies, I drew fetish stuff. All of a sudden people started to offer to pay me to draw things. And then I learned the most important lesson. I stopped seeing my value based on how many likes or comments I got. Sure, they’re nice. But I started to see how bad I had gotten, how little I thought of myself.
I’m coming back to it from a new place. If you noticed I was gone, or if you’re seeing this now… reach out and say hi! I want to hear from you and to talk to you!
I’ve missed you all dearly! Who’s ready for more photography??