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elegantorchid

Clearwater, FL

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I’ve Been Struggling

May 12, 2021
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So I’ve been struggling for a little while. I felt like I was barely gaining traction, I lost all sense of creativity AND I worried it would be gone forever.

So what did I do? I went out and spent $10k on tech upgrades. New cameras, new lenses, new computer, new tablet. No I didn’t think the new camera or stuff was going to make a big change. I just knew that by investing that kind of money into my craft I’d have to put up or shut up.

I’m still struggling, it wasn’t a magic bullet. But things are looking up! After all, I’m back here!

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