Last night I had a... kinda... date. I say kinda because it was with the writer friend. I invited her to come over to the house and have dinner with me and the boys. (I know! Scary!) It was cute, they were on their best behavior and for the most part left her alone other than being cute boys who are meeting a new person for the first time.
(I should say, she has two teenage daughters so the kid process isn't anything new to her)
We watched Magic Mike (one of my favorite movies) and sat up talking for quite a while. We went on a traditional date about two weeks ago and it went pretty well but she isn't in a good place for a relationship so we shelved it and decided to just stay friends.
This new life is just strange. Having kids, wanting to date... wanting to hook up but having to think about my kiddos. I now understand why my own mother stayed single for all these years; it's just easier. But... my girl is out there. And she's having so much fun! But there's something missing.
Yes... I've realized I'm looking for someone who is interested in beautiful women as much as I am. But not because I think it would be cool to have two women at once, but because I would love to share that experience with another. My friend helped me to zone in on exactly who I'm feeling in my vibrations and I know she's out there... she's right here in my heart already. Now comes the fun of finding her, anyone playing a game of hide and seek?