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elegantorchid

Clearwater, FL

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Struggling

Nov 3, 2017
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Hey all! So I'm struggling lately. It's a long story but in essence I'm putting myself through seminary with the intention of becoming an open minded contemporary (non denominational) pastor some day.

Needless to say my spiritual side is VERY strong and I love the theological discussions and the bigger than life side of it BUT I'm drawn to photograph almost exclusively nudes. For me, it's completely non-sexual and truly a creation of art. But I know viewing is different for every person.

(I should also say, I have experience shooting actual porn though have recently cut ties with that world.)

I feel like I'm being forced to choose between the two worlds. Argh!

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