I feel like the world is against me now. I can't seem to shake things off as 'just life'.
This week has been rough. I got a $700.00 gas bill the other day.
My cieling in my living room is leaking in 2 places.
I dj'd at a party last night to people who wanted to hear fuckin' 80's music when they go out to the same bar and listen to 80's music everynight! Why can't people switch it up once in a while? Then someone spilled beer all over my records.
My car door wouldn't open all the way and when i forced it the whole side panel dented in.
I just want to be able to relax a little. But I can't concentrate on the positive. I know that I am upsetting my girlfriend because it seems like I'm just whining and she doesn't wan't to hear my self-pity. I feel bad because I push away people who are close when I'm unhappy, but I can't help it. I feel as though I must retreat. Not bother others with my bullshit.
It's a beautiful day, why can't I be happy with that?
Mother fuck
This week has been rough. I got a $700.00 gas bill the other day.
My cieling in my living room is leaking in 2 places.
I dj'd at a party last night to people who wanted to hear fuckin' 80's music when they go out to the same bar and listen to 80's music everynight! Why can't people switch it up once in a while? Then someone spilled beer all over my records.
My car door wouldn't open all the way and when i forced it the whole side panel dented in.
I just want to be able to relax a little. But I can't concentrate on the positive. I know that I am upsetting my girlfriend because it seems like I'm just whining and she doesn't wan't to hear my self-pity. I feel bad because I push away people who are close when I'm unhappy, but I can't help it. I feel as though I must retreat. Not bother others with my bullshit.
It's a beautiful day, why can't I be happy with that?
Mother fuck
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In the shadow of a smile
Thoughts like these keep me goal oriented.
You'll be getting something relaxing in the mail. I promise.