electricmainline

I just got home from work and I'm listening to some music. It's been a very long day and I feel as though my mental and emotional balance is slipping through my fingers. I am disliking work so much that my thoughts are becoming my beliefs and it's seriously affecting my well-being. I can't seem to think of positive things about my job that would help the matter. People say, 'Hey, why don't you quit?'. It's not that simple. I need the health insurance above everything else but I also cannot afford to start out at a lower paying job right now. Everythings gonna be fine, I just don't like being a drag. I feel very distant to the people that are close to me.

I picked up a minidisc player from work yesterday. I love those things. I'm really surprised that they didn't pick up more on the market. I guess mp3 players are easier to mess with.

A friend I haven't seen in some years is in town right now. We're supposed to go get some beers. I'm not too sure if I'm going to go however. He's one of those people who pissed off alot of kids and then left town. So I never really missed him.

I need some wine...