electric_squid

I gotta wonder how many threads I'm gonna end up killing in the Drunks group. Yes, I'm drinking again and to tell the truth, so what? I feel fine now, even the doctor says it probably wasn't an ulcer and, well, after Ericka shitting on me, I need to drink. I'll never understand why some women want to be shit on by guys. I'll also never understand why those are the women I end up being attracted to. Seriously, why can't I be attracted to a woman who want's to be treated like a human being? I guess that's something I have to figure out and fix. Do you want to know the real reason I don't date women with kids? It's because not only do I get attached to the woman, but her kid and it hurts even worse when she shits on me and I lose both of them. I thnk I need to start work on getting my emotions packed on ice. I'm sure it's for the best, at lest for me.

**EDIT**
And I just found out that two of my friends are getting divorced. Life sucks.