Thursday Jul 26, 2007

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you really want to know why??
i dont think you do.

i am fucking goddamn frustrated because of the lack
of fucking work for me. im fucking goddamn tired
of fucking getting fucking jerked around for leads
that go no fucking where. a milion empty fucking
goddamn promises.

i build websites and they are good.

i make art and its good.

i am so fucking sick of this bullshit of
deadends as for work opportunities.
and people wanting or expecting i should
work for free.

fuck.

thank you.

the end.


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trocc:
yeah, i see how it works. i know. i'm sorry it's such a struggle for you right now. just keep your eyes open for opportunity - it comes when you least expect it... kiss
ma2:
I can sympathize and I'm sorry to hear things are rough. I did graphic design full time as an independent for three years. Always trying to land that big gig, that steady client that would throw me enough work to keep me fed and the bills paid. It sucked. It made me appreciate having a real paycheck. I miss the freedom. I miss the sense of building something (what, in retrospect, I'm not sure).

All you can do is keep throwing yourself at it every day. If it's what you want to be doing you'll find a way. That may sound campy but that's all I've got. Maybe you just need a break. Take a roadtrip or something.

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