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sorin:
Yay, Paranoia Puffs! biggrin
trills:
biggrin
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to disappear entirely

i am not certain i have anything of interest to anyone to say here. lately i just feel as if i want to disappear entirely. when i was a kid, i used to think that if i willed this long enough and with enough conviction that it would happen. alas, one day it will but probably not today. who knows when? a...
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oldgreeneyes:
Love exists. Love IS god. God is love. Love rules. Love is IT. Love is what I hold sacred. I have been loved and not known it. I've loved much and continue to love more. Hopefully, without end. But, I've got to love myself first before I can love anyone. When I love myself, it shows and people are attracted to that. Not so much sexually, or physically, but emotionally. It helps people accept me more, like me more, when I'm accepting as well. Love yourself like no one can. Be good to yourself. Give yourself a break. Don't ever give up on yourself or others. We're all just fragile creatures. Struggling to survive in some respects. You've just got to give love away, freely and with generously. People need loving most when they diserve it the least. Most all of this is stuff you've probably heard before, I know. But I thought I'd just remind you. A way I remind myself is by going to dailythoughts.com or maybe it's dot org and to a few charity sites every day like hungerfighter.org and thehungersite.com and all the links between them. Helping others is a way of loving them. No matter how small the act. And it's a way of loving ourselves too, because we are all in this together. God is in each of us because that is where love is. In each of us. Bring it out today!

peace dear friend! And lots of LOVE.TO YOU AS WELL.
cranstonlamont:
I read a while ago that some anthropologists dug up the bones of an old Neanderthal fellow. The guy was in late middle age and his bones were terribly smashed up and knitted together again, as if he'd suffered some kind of debilitating accident and had then been looked after by someone for many years after he was crippled and useless. The anthropologists deduced from this that these cavemen had developed the ability to care about another person's existence simply for his/her own sake. By developing the capacity for love, they'd evolved into being completely human.

I think love is so awesome and amazing and essential because it is so relatively rare. Most of us, in maybe sixty or seventy years of living, will be lucky if we encounter two or three people whom we will choose to love and be loved by (not counting blood relatives). If it happened to us every day, or even every year, it wouldn't be so special. So don't be too preoccupied with making it happen today or tomorrow.

The scary side of love is that it can coexist in the same soul with the ability to do some pretty awful things. These anonymous "terrorists" we hear about are just as capable as anyone else of feeling and bestowing love; I'm sure of that.

I think that love is a pretty basic and individual thing with nothing collective or abstract about it. I'm not sure how much the concepts of "God" and "Love" have in common. Luckily, I'm a Unitarian and can get away with thinking that.

I guess the thing to remember is that love should be a verb rather than a noun; something to be actively sought out and worked on. There are probably people who are more deserving of it than others; particularly those who take the time to wonder about it and try to understand what it means.
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holy fuck i love painting in acrylic.

sorry ive been away for a while.

but damn.

eeek
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icekatana:
I luv acrylics too. I've done a lot of stuff on masonite with acrylics. If I couldn't paint, I'd die...
cranstonlamont:
I, too, would like to see some of your newer work. Bring it on.
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the refinement of perception settles the mind into silence.

when the mind has settled, we are established in our essential nature,
which is unbounded consciousness.

our essential nature is usually overshadowed by the activity
of the mind.
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dionysus:
Far out..... biggrin
s_eldorado:
Mmm... I love diving.

Don't forget to come up for air when you're done!

xo
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holy crap.

i have been so freakin happy lately.
so much wonderful stuff has been happening.
althought things arent perfect (life never is)
i am just enthralled with all of the interesting
processes ive been witness to.

here is sort of where my mind has been at lately:
something thats been becoming more strong and
clear to me (although it isnt new to me either)...
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_v_:
that happened to me a few years ago too
but it was with people i thought were so together
i started to see they really weren't
and i felt ...better maybe
ta2dmom:
It's easier to see others imperfections as something beautiful than our own imperfections sometimes.
xoxo
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today i napped and dreamt that i was stuffing small
gold packets into an electricblue netting satchel
i was carrying.

meanwhile, a star fell into lake union and glowed.
i fished for it at dusk.

biggrin skull robot miao!!
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rpg:
fishing for stars after dusk? confused
muskrat:
I would say "kinda Cthulhu," but I'm in a Cthulhu mood at the moment...

And iit's not really very Cthulhu.
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electric psychonaut:

holy crap, its been a while....

i had a core dump.

ive recently been forced to analyze the scripts ive been
running internally. this has lead to a major core dump or a
fatal and unrecoverable error in my programming.

system purge and diving deep in yoga
without leaving the mat (in at least 3 demensions
anyway). is this current turbulence maybe
indicative...
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jaleel:
Nevermind, that's Steve Martin.
rxdxt:
I like them a lot.

no yoga place in romania, hmmmm

a core boot sounds great
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rxdxt:
;-)

I'm in the us but leaving for london soon

how are you?

I love the business.

what's the IRR on the business proposition?
electric:
its actually an "llc" or a limited liability company
wich i thought appropriate for shithead inc.
perhaps it should be an incorporated and an llc?
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i/mage mag/ic magician imagination mage mag/net imagic imagnetic imagenetic imagenesis

imagicthe image is the heart of magic which is made by imaginationwhat we see in the minds eye makes magicmakes us magicthe magewho casts the netthe magenetmagic magnetnet of subtle powerdripping into the lifestreamglowing in the darka web that surrounds the earth her bodymagnetic fieldimagnetichow we are attracted to magicit draws us inwe are fish...
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carlosf:
I imagine beauty and I see you love wink
fatality:
I hope you're doing well, my lady.
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"You let me violate you.
You let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you.
You let me complicate you.
Help me I broke apart my insides.
Help me.
Ive got no Soul to sell.
Help me.
The only thing that works for me.
Help me get away from myself.

I want to fuck you like an animal.
I want to feel you from the...
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michelle:
i love that kinda surfing! bring it on! biggrin ooo aaa surreal
rxdxt:
i'm game.

I'm in LA and around this weekend.
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ta2dmom:
That's beautiful. As always and so are you! Sorry I missed your birthday. Haven't been on in a few days!
soooooo
kiss
nc_guy:
Happy late Birthday!
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rxdxt:
Hey, have you seen the film yet? sorry I've been hard to reach, I'm in London looking for a house and travelling to Kiev and Bucharest.

Back in LA next week, maybe we can chat then.

best
zoton:
HAPPY B-DAY

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