elan

Hey, anyone want to hang out in the LA area.

Hey, anyone want to hang out in the LA area. *warning* I will have a 4 year old with me.

Thank you guys for the wonderful "Happy Birthdays"

My mother actually forgot. I try not to be vindictive but I had to call and ask how her weekend was. I mean, cripes, she was THERE. Anyway. Only part that bugs me is she acted like it was nothing and didn't even say sorry or happy birthday. Whatever. Its all good. She's a bit on the...
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I just realized I haven't updated in some time now.

Brett actually flew out to visit me. He was here from Wednesday until Friday morning. It was awesome and well timed. My truck died. We went to Reno Thursday and picked up a new car. More than we wanted to pay for it but its safe and reliable. 2004 Subaru Forester. Its pretty cute. Anyway,...
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green candle for growth, more for a friend of mine, than for me, and a black candle for absorption are burning.

I should go to bed soon

So, I'm definitely not pregnant. I'm far more fine with it than I thought I would. I had one sad day with it and then I was fine. It was really only because I won't really be able to try some more for a while. Who knows, maybe in a couple years I can save up enough to adopt (it costs in the neighborhood of...
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quite frankly I'm embarassed for the sake of my entire country

I've been mighty restless and I missed my blue hair.. so what am I doing? Dying it, of course. I missed it too much.

I feel kind of crummy today I'm sleepy. Maybe I'm knocked up A girl can hope. Right?

This is where I tell you that I feel better now. 3 reasons.

1- I was able to be sad and it was good to get it out.

2- I'm feeding my sorrow with new hair. I just ordered bleach and blue dye. I'm truly happy

3- I got airline tickets to visit the hubby in January. No baby with us so no hoping he...
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I've caught the Sad.

Rx? Chocolate and other things that are bad for me.