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I've already come to terms that I'm a freak and I fit in virtually nowhere.

But I love you anyway biggrin
googused:
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here
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Sit down for this one....
I actually got a JOB. Now I'd like to be able to stay home but I'm too worried about money. I'll probably get to stay home next baby. We'll see... Anyhow.. I'm going to be working at Gottschalks. They're willing to work around my schedule. How much does THAT rule! So, aside from like one hour a week I have...
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beaky:
Hey Jo!!! yea it sucks that I have to leave... but such is life...

Do write me okies...
myeviltwin:
Just thought I would say Hi!
So, how is deprovera? I've been thinking about switching BC ( mostely b/c I can't ever remember to take that damn pill! )

Hmmm.....

Congrats on the job!
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Everyone I know hates the weather here. I just LOVE it.. well, when its not just overcast anyway.... Right now it is raining a LOT. I had to open my window to hear that pitter patter pitter patter outside. I love it. It makes me sleep better at night. Its SO SOOTHING. Anyway.. that is all.
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made a shitpot of sugar cookies with frosting. It was a kit. Came with the frosting, cookie mix, cookie cutters, everything. Well, now what the hell am I going to do with such a giant stack of cookies. I surely won't eat them myself. I'll have to pawn them off on someone.

Didn't get the job at Bon-Macy's but I have an interview with Gottschalks....
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So, I was mostly right. They gave me provera to start my period. Afterwhich if I don't start naturally (the provera *should* jump start my cycle) I have a script for natural progesterone for subsequent cycles.

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edited because I realized how stupid my astrology ramble was wink

Also.. I had to share this with you all...
I LOVE my home state but check out this...
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nordicskin:
I love you pics, the spidey pics was awsome, but those pics of your breast, OWWWWW!
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I decided 2 times a year I will burn candle's for my father. June 11th, his birthday and today, October 14th, the anniversary of his death. He died in 1997. I miss him a lot. I'm not crying or anything. Just a heavy feeling in my heart.
Click here to see my mini-shrine
dilligan:
Cry me a river
Oh
Cry me a river
Oh
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So, I've been dowloading hypnosis mp3s Yep yep.. I'll be able to be motivated, lose weight and learn japanese in a matter of weeks!
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Man, the next two days promise to be eventful.
Today I have an appointment with Unemployment. This is where they tell me to get a job, tell me I'm not searching hard enough, tell me that I better get a fucking job. Well, I'm taking more than a month's worth of logs (that's all I have but I'll just tell them that that was all...
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tawnya:
religions do that. there's the 'church' version. but then there's the actual version. they're usually close to being mutually exclusive. i think this is why i don't trust religion.
mei:
biggrin
thanks for the love, it makes me feel better...
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Why is maniacal pronoucned
muh-ny-uh-cul
instead of
may-nee-ack-ul

I like saying it that way just for fun. biggrin