elan

Today was pretty decent. I felt remarkably unambitious this morning. But then at ten, after my indoor cat who has no front claws (no, I didn't declaw him, the previous owner did) ran outside, I went to some pool place (they have this massive child pool that gets no deeper than 2 feet deep plus they have regular pools) with the baby and a couple local girls. I'd go there about every day if it wasn't an hour away. I can't believe there are no public pools anywhere close to here. Drives me crazy. I'm a horrible swimmer but I LOVE the water. What's up with that?

Anyway.... Brett sent me flowers today. How sweet is that? He's so cool. I guess I'm supposed to get something in the mail tomorrow. Wonder what it is.

I got an e-mail today about how a former coworker and friend just had a baby boy. It just choked me up. I am SO happy for her (she has 2 girls and FINALLY got a boy, which I know she wanted). She's a cool, cool girl. I miss her horribly. By the way, when is it my turn to have another?

Today is the 8th anniversary of my dad's death. I don't feel bad for him dying because I honestly, truly believe that death is such a small happenings. I'm a frim believer in reincarnation. I doubt this is the last of him. But I'm mourning his being out of my life. 21 years was not long enough for him to be my dad. Well, actually, he died exactly one month before my 21st birthday. Which reminds me, my birthday is in exactly one month. Weird. Anyway, I miss him. He was such a cool guy. He never got to meet my boy or my husband and that's really lame.