elan

We are not human beings having a spiritual experience, but spiritual beings having a human experience.

I have good things to say. Why can't I just spit them out? I can be interesting. Why can't I show it? I end up sounding stupid, laughing at the wrong moments and alienating those around me. Or I just sound plain boring.

Then there are other days. Other days where I'm witty and smart and maybe even kinda cute.

yeah....... that being said......... today completely resembled the former.

It would help if I was not such an intense person. I can't much help it. Hey, you want to see the crazy in me? Liquor me up. Pathetic, I know, but sometimes I have problems cutting loose. Not a big drinker.. but it sure has its times where its unusually effective

All I know is I need to get out of the house more. I'm sure I'd be a little bit more well adjusted if I could socialize from time to time.

I'm not looking for comfort.. just trying to release a bit. I'm also FAR too tired to be making stupid entries