elan

So I had this weird ass dream. It started out that in two days time I
gave birth to two sets of twins I n the house I grew up in. Some strange
woman was assisting the delivery. The babies were a touch early yet
so the lady baked each of them inside their own turkey in an oven for a
bit. I remember feeling guilty because the turkey smell made my mouth
water (remember I'm vegetarian). The lady brought out a huge knife to
cut the carcass with. I was scared she would cut too deep and hurt the
babies. But she did ok and the babies were fine. When it got to the
last one the lady was angry with either me or my mom, so instead of
bringing me the baby she just cut open the turkey and left. I took that
baby out. So there I was. I had 4 babies. Three girls and one boy. I
had no idea about how I would care for them I just knew I loved them
all. My mom held two of them and I held the other two. Then the lady
was there again saying something about my mom secretly drugging me and
having me inseminated and then even breaking my water. My mom
grudgingly admitted it. Then I was told one of the babies wasn't mine
but was a baby that was about to die or was dead already, and my mom had
stolen it from the hospital. I then looked over and the one boy (my mom
was holding him) was dead. My throat tightened and my heart was heavy.
Then I was told that my dad wasn't dead but he had left my mom and was
filing for divorce. For some reason he didn't want anything to do with
me. My mom tried to justify why he was so wrong but I knew she had been
at fault. And I felt bad thinking he was mad at me because he thought I
was on my mom's side. I was so angry and hurt.

That's it. Analyze that shit!

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I thought it was Tuesday ALL DAY!