That whole depression thing is kicking my ass again. I am seeking validation. Wanting to have people tell me I'm worthwhile. And then I feel guilty for wanting the attention. Kind of a Catch22. What do you do, right?
Well, I'm re-cutting out dairy. Trying to explore the world of dairy free eating. Next will be cutting out red meat.. then fowl, eventually meat altogether, I think. And I'm cutting out soda. I'm tired of feeling crappy. I need to get more active too. I'm presently so lazy. How bad is that? lame lame. And tired all the time.
Well, I guess I'll go now... maybe fuck with Photoshop some more.
**restless me.. new Profile Pic... whatcha think?
Well, I'm re-cutting out dairy. Trying to explore the world of dairy free eating. Next will be cutting out red meat.. then fowl, eventually meat altogether, I think. And I'm cutting out soda. I'm tired of feeling crappy. I need to get more active too. I'm presently so lazy. How bad is that? lame lame. And tired all the time.
Well, I guess I'll go now... maybe fuck with Photoshop some more.
**restless me.. new Profile Pic... whatcha think?
