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Sit down for this one....
I actually got a JOB. Now I'd like to be able to stay home but I'm too worried about money. I'll probably get to stay home next baby. We'll see... Anyhow.. I'm going to be working at Gottschalks. They're willing to work around my schedule. How much does THAT rule! So, aside from like one hour a week I have...
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Everyone I know hates the weather here. I just LOVE it.. well, when its not just overcast anyway.... Right now it is raining a LOT. I had to open my window to hear that pitter patter pitter patter outside. I love it. It makes me sleep better at night. Its SO SOOTHING. Anyway.. that is all.

made a shitpot of sugar cookies with frosting. It was a kit. Came with the frosting, cookie mix, cookie cutters, everything. Well, now what the hell am I going to do with such a giant stack of cookies. I surely won't eat them myself. I'll have to pawn them off on someone.

Didn't get the job at Bon-Macy's but I have an interview with Gottschalks....
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So, I was mostly right. They gave me provera to start my period. Afterwhich if I don't start naturally (the provera *should* jump start my cycle) I have a script for natural progesterone for subsequent cycles.

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edited because I realized how stupid my astrology ramble was

Also.. I had to share this with you all...
I LOVE my home state but check out this...
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I decided 2 times a year I will burn candle's for my father. June 11th, his birthday and today, October 14th, the anniversary of his death. He died in 1997. I miss him a lot. I'm not crying or anything. Just a heavy feeling in my heart.
Click here to see my mini-shrine

So, I've been dowloading hypnosis mp3s Yep yep.. I'll be able to be motivated, lose weight and learn japanese in a matter of weeks!

head hurts, I'm going to go back to bed now.

Man, the next two days promise to be eventful.
Today I have an appointment with Unemployment. This is where they tell me to get a job, tell me I'm not searching hard enough, tell me that I better get a fucking job. Well, I'm taking more than a month's worth of logs (that's all I have but I'll just tell them that that was all...
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Why is maniacal pronoucned
muh-ny-uh-cul
instead of
may-nee-ack-ul

I like saying it that way just for fun.

So a friend of mine was looking in her old sent e-mails and found this little joke....

A boy takes his girlfriend back to her home after being out together, and when they reach the front door he leans with one hand on the wall and says to her, "Sweetie, why don't you give me a blowjob?"
"What? Are you crazy???!!!" said the girlfriend.
"Don't...
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are you ready?
are you ready?
are you ready to have some fun?
with Loonette and Molly
a clown and her dolly
on the big comfy couch!

so I'm wondering if there are any special meditations or anything to help get my reproductive gear going. I'm thinking I'll start on some Black Cohosh. I have a friend I got to take it and she started having regular periods... We'll see.