I got a couple cards, a call from my grandma, a couple calls from friends, a few IMs and an e-mail from my mom. Yep, my mom actually remembered my birthday!!! yay! 
My hubby is dropping my niece off at her dad's and the boy off at his dad's and we're going to dinner. I'm still trying to decide between TGIFriday's or East West Cafe...
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My hubby is dropping my niece off at her dad's and the boy off at his dad's and we're going to dinner. I'm still trying to decide between TGIFriday's or East West Cafe...
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Its my birthday and all I want to do is sleep. Big fat chance! Not that I'm complaining.. I'm just not awake right now.
I was pleasantly surprised when my mom sent me a happy birthday e-mail (she normally forgets my birthday until one of my brother's yells at her for it). And my hubby gave me a card from him and from my boy....
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I was pleasantly surprised when my mom sent me a happy birthday e-mail (she normally forgets my birthday until one of my brother's yells at her for it). And my hubby gave me a card from him and from my boy....
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Yay for you! By reading my journal you get to read MORE about my reproductive system!! YAY!!!!! 
So, I am pretty positive I ovulated Sunday. We've been fucking every day so the baby batter was definately present. So, yesterday I began spotting. I was thinking this could possibly be implantation spotting. Nope, I was wrong. I started bleeding. Like I was mensturating again. My last...
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So, I am pretty positive I ovulated Sunday. We've been fucking every day so the baby batter was definately present. So, yesterday I began spotting. I was thinking this could possibly be implantation spotting. Nope, I was wrong. I started bleeding. Like I was mensturating again. My last...
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tattoosnscrews:
Happy Birthday to you!
Ode to NyQuil
by elan austere
I'm sick and I'm dying
Its either a cold or the flu
I feel so damned miserable
What should I do?
NyQuil, Sweet NyQuil
Help me the way you do
Down green or red
To get rid of this blue
Liquid Green Death
or Sweet Cherry Red
Either way, with you
I won't wish to be dead
Big "N"...
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by elan austere
I'm sick and I'm dying
Its either a cold or the flu
I feel so damned miserable
What should I do?
NyQuil, Sweet NyQuil
Help me the way you do
Down green or red
To get rid of this blue
Liquid Green Death
or Sweet Cherry Red
Either way, with you
I won't wish to be dead
Big "N"...
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grooverider:
i didn't really mean to do multiple comments- the computer did it- swear to god! 
Canibalism - everyone is doing it
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So, with ony being there 2 days I'm already reaping the benefits of working at Gottschalks! They had a party last night with free food and extra discounts only for employees. They shut the store down and opened it up just to employees and family. I got some Clinique toner, a goony pillow for your legs and this...
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So, with ony being there 2 days I'm already reaping the benefits of working at Gottschalks! They had a party last night with free food and extra discounts only for employees. They shut the store down and opened it up just to employees and family. I got some Clinique toner, a goony pillow for your legs and this...
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Well, my feet still hurt from working yesterday. Its been too long. But everything went pretty well. It wasn't too hard. I like the people around me. And the discounts?!? Insane!!!
I bribed my husband with *special* sexual favors for me to receive unprotected sex for three weeks.
Yay for baby making!!!
Hope everything is going okay with everyone else.
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Oh, I revamped a...
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I bribed my husband with *special* sexual favors for me to receive unprotected sex for three weeks.
Yay for baby making!!!
Hope everything is going okay with everyone else.
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Oh, I revamped a...
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in 20 minutes I will call my friend to get some baby stuff from her house. She's moving to a shelter and will not have room. I worry about her and I'm so glad she's moving out. Its scary.
My new job starts Friday. I'm nervous. I haven't had a "job" in almost a year. The last place I worked was a non-profit place for...
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My new job starts Friday. I'm nervous. I haven't had a "job" in almost a year. The last place I worked was a non-profit place for...
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mindless:
Hey lady. Losing weight is basically not eating. I eat six ounces of either turkey, chicken breast, or tuna for breakfast, for lunch six ounces of the meat, eight ounces of vegetables, and an apple, pear, etc. And for dinner six ounces of the meat, the vegetables, and a piece of bread. That's it. And tons of water. But I usually don't do the water thang. And I usually skip breakfast and just have a couple cups of coffee. But that's what I do. It just takes time and patience and determination to do it. Just do what you gotta, ya know? Good luck with the new job.
cheshire:
Just wondering if you resolved the kittie issues?
So my ex backed out of having our son. 
He said he didn't feel well. Well, I wouldn't have minded but he didn't have him last weekend either... and if memory serves he only had him half of the weekend before that. He normally has him every weekend and I'm okay when he occassionally says he'd like to do other things. But we had things...
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He said he didn't feel well. Well, I wouldn't have minded but he didn't have him last weekend either... and if memory serves he only had him half of the weekend before that. He normally has him every weekend and I'm okay when he occassionally says he'd like to do other things. But we had things... Read More
Okay, so I thought about it.... Having a Leo wouldn't be so bad. I mean, it would be really good for my son. He's a Gemini and they're complementary signs. And I can deal with the issues, especially knowing ahead of time what problems may arise. My son on the other had will need all the help he can. He's a mama's boy and I...
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mei:
i want to have a baby, sometime soon. i'm sure that there is a baby out there waiting for me.. just not here yet. i'm not ready.
So, I started bleeding today.
This is a good thing. Almost 2 months with no period. Of course I had to have assistance from drugs to have it. But I guess sometimes taking progesterone jump starts many people's cycles.
Now the decision comes... Do I avoid getting pregnant? If I get pregnant before Dec 15/16th I have the chance of having a Leo. I don't...
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This is a good thing. Almost 2 months with no period. Of course I had to have assistance from drugs to have it. But I guess sometimes taking progesterone jump starts many people's cycles.
Now the decision comes... Do I avoid getting pregnant? If I get pregnant before Dec 15/16th I have the chance of having a Leo. I don't...
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misterjesus:
Why is it that I find reading about your ovulations quite interesting.
What's wrong with being a weirdo freak anyways?
What's wrong with being a weirdo freak anyways?
siv:
heehee, i'm a leo 
then again, babies have the damndest ways of getting around these things. conceptually, i should have been a cancer, but i was a month late and had to be induced as it was. for some reason, my Leo-ness won through. so you might get lucky! it could be born early or late! ;P
thanks for the costume advice! dead things are always a good idea. i can't believe i didn't think of that!
then again, babies have the damndest ways of getting around these things. conceptually, i should have been a cancer, but i was a month late and had to be induced as it was. for some reason, my Leo-ness won through. so you might get lucky! it could be born early or late! ;P
thanks for the costume advice! dead things are always a good idea. i can't believe i didn't think of that!
I've already come to terms that I'm a freak and I fit in virtually nowhere.
But I love you anyway
But I love you anyway
googused:
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here
ALl is well?