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New Picture.. whatcha think? Completely hand drawn, then colored in Photoshop.. Okay, I touched it up in Photoshop too.. but anyway.

My Vagina
I love you, Vagina
You're warm you're soft you're safe
Boys and babies hide inside
If they only knew the secrets within
I never knew you for so long
But now I've set you free
We were strangers before
And now we're lifelong friends
I never realized how sensitive you are
And you're always so nice to me
My care for you goes...
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I've been walking dead lately. Like in Being John Malkovich. I'm just an observer in my head. Weird shit. Just my depression kicking my ass.

Got my first issue of Vegetarian times. It makes me happy Of course I have a zillion websites I got out of there to check out... WOOT.

No period. Ordered new tests. As soon as they get here I'll...
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So we took the snow train to Leavenworth. It was pretty cool. We had a lot of fun.

"I have no response to that."

new profile pic. didn't feel like looking at my mug.

Brett is taking me *somewhere* tomorrow and I have no idea what it is.

i feel like poo.

man, I should go to bed....

too lazy to type... check out link instead
clicky clicky

I'm about to kill me some childrens. *grumble*

Off to make pisketti.

Why are they talking to me? Why why why?!?!?!?!


Can you fucking believe I want another one.... well, at least one of these ones isn't mine. THANK GOD!

hmm... you know, I weren't married I'd develop some serious stalker crushes

But as it is..... I will admire from afar

Speaking of...... I couldn't sleep last night, so at about 3am I woke up my husband up and made him fuck me.

Ah, life is good

That whole depression thing is kicking my ass again. I am seeking validation. Wanting to have people tell me I'm worthwhile. And then I feel guilty for wanting the attention. Kind of a Catch22. What do you do, right?

Well, I'm re-cutting out dairy. Trying to explore the world of dairy free eating. Next will be cutting out red meat.. then fowl, eventually meat altogether,...
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Thanks to the beautiful, wonderful Nixion I was able to download the SG special from HBO. See, I have pathetic cable. I pay like $13 and get mostly broadcast channels. Now, I understand it wouldn't be that much more to just get cable, but I don't need a reason to watch more tv. But I digress.. I *loved* the special. I'm so excited that I...
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I've been sleeping like nobody's business. The last 2 nights I went to sleep around midnight and woke up around noon. What is the deal? I'm SO exhausted. I could sleep longer, too.. but I acually have shit I have to accomplish. Wish me luck on cleaning my scary ass living room

Cat hates her medicine but seems to have stopped peeing on the floor....
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