elan

man, I need to work on the paintings for the SGB show.. (aka "tips" for the girls)

Drugs are helping. Not as much as I had hoped, but I'm NOT complaining. I actually did housework, which needs to get done, but honestly I'm sure I should be resting instead. I'm just tired of being sick all the time. I never get anything done because I always feel crappy.

Well, the sun is coming out more often and I'm determined that I will...
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results? Viral upper respiratory infection.

translation? A bad cold

However, she did think it warranted some stuff to numb my throat so I wouldn't have such coughing fits and also cold meds to get rid of the post nasal drip. I hate medications but I'd do just about anything to avoid feeling like this.

you guys are so cool. can't believe the support. I'm going to the doctor's at 2:30 pm. I can't stop coughing. Can't lay down because it gets worse. I'm glad I put a couple bills off. If I hadn't I would't be able to pay the co-pay for the doctor's office. I need to try to find a way to rest a little.

On a...
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Slept like crap. I have this wonderful rattling in my chest that keeps me coughing, and therefore, awake. I finally figured out that if its really cold in my room it helps open up my lungs and I can kind of sleep better.. of course it was right as my boy came home (stayed at my brother's last night) so now I'm up anyway. Now...
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Grrr.... I got my Graphic Tablet today. Big piece of shit! It doesn't work, missing the software. The company is out of business... Teach me for not looking up info about it. No money for a new one but I'm looking at THIS for when I do have money. That's Best Buy so maybe I could actually just pick it up and get instant gratification....
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Man, quite a morning. We're feeling sick still. I was up to see my niece off to school and I stayed up for an hour or two. Then my boy woke up and complained that he wanted me to go back to bed with him. So we just got up a little while ago. Feeling ultra crappy. Can't talk or I'll start coughing. I have...
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I hate being sick. My son is sick too. We're both being lazy, coloring in coloring books and watching our latest Netflix Pick, Little Mermaid II (which leaves much to be desired). Neither one of us have much of an appetite and we're both a bit on the grumpy side. Yep, we're quite a pair.

Simple things may freak me out.. but in turn, simple things also make me VERY happy!

I'm such a goon

TMI time!

So, after cycle day like a zillion (okay, CD47) I decided to stop the vitex for a few days and follow up with some progesterone. I didn't take it last night and thought I saw some spotting. But the whole thing has me really emotional. Add emotional to depressed and I'm all fucked up. I really know that it is a state of...
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So, I had so much fun last night. Thank you girls for being so sweet.

**good lord I have insecurity issues.

naenae finally got an entry in her journal so go say hi to her.. I DEMAND OF YOU!!! She's far cooler than I. You won't regret it!

So... Going out to have fun tonight.. sounds promising.. I get nervous around people. *sharp intake of breath* I'm such a fucking hermit