For some strange reason, after yesterday's fucking awful day, life just seems so much better today for some reason. Nothing's changed, everything is still shit. I think my perspective is just improving. It's Friday, I've finished work and I'm going to a party tomorrow. All good
Car euch
Anyway, sod that. I've finally after about 7 weeks (as long as i've had the car) I've bought a new front wheel for my bike. So, even if I'm not on four wheels, I'm on two. Great :d So, the fitness regime will improve. Slightly at least.
I'm gonna follow my friend's advice. He's been reading some literature that goes on about life being precious, and that every breath you take is as important as the last because it may well be your final one. Ok, pessimistic, but down to a tee. So, life is getting better if I change my way of thinking about it. If life is only there for money and possessions then it gets to ya. But I'm more than that. I'm alive, I'm free and easy and I can do whatever I like. Very Buddhist way of thinking, which I can dig. Generally, I follow no religous structure, but Buddhism to me seems like more than "Fear a God". It's more of a way of living a healthy and peaceful existence. Not that I'm gonna follow. It's just interesting to know that life isn't all about everything stressful.
Or something like that
This sudden burst of happiness is too much for me. At least the fact I've started smoking again brings me back to earth. Well, It's shit, but what can ya do eh?
Car euch
Anyway, sod that. I've finally after about 7 weeks (as long as i've had the car) I've bought a new front wheel for my bike. So, even if I'm not on four wheels, I'm on two. Great :d So, the fitness regime will improve. Slightly at least.
I'm gonna follow my friend's advice. He's been reading some literature that goes on about life being precious, and that every breath you take is as important as the last because it may well be your final one. Ok, pessimistic, but down to a tee. So, life is getting better if I change my way of thinking about it. If life is only there for money and possessions then it gets to ya. But I'm more than that. I'm alive, I'm free and easy and I can do whatever I like. Very Buddhist way of thinking, which I can dig. Generally, I follow no religous structure, but Buddhism to me seems like more than "Fear a God". It's more of a way of living a healthy and peaceful existence. Not that I'm gonna follow. It's just interesting to know that life isn't all about everything stressful.
Or something like that
This sudden burst of happiness is too much for me. At least the fact I've started smoking again brings me back to earth. Well, It's shit, but what can ya do eh?
bashster:
chin up dude thats wat cars do breakdown even the fucking new uns.Enjoy the party get drunk by some petrol in a can and torch the fucker in a field claim on the insurance and have a cheap bonfire and firework display in one 