finally some real sun and all I have to do is rake leaves
and my rake broke
so I need a new rake
instead I came indoors to look at the computer screen and sit by the window with the real sun
I have to work today and I would rather suck on a lemon
why is it always when I am ready to do things for myself- like paint or put togehter my portfolio that I have to go in to work and do a whole bunch of annoying physical labor.
Oh Yeah. I just remembered I don't have my car
I can't go get a rake. Rats. I have just to walk to the coffee shop and sit there until it's time to get on the train to go to work. I am glad there is a train. I just wish there was a little more bustle and hustle to go with it- but without the noise- I remember the last time I was in my beloved chicago and I felt nearly deaf, it was so loud everywhere- It drove me crazy. I guess I would get used to it.
Maybe in a few more weeks I will be willing to get my head out of the hole in the ground and come out for breakfast. I haven't been much for being around people lately and I spend so little time at home during the week that I savor the weekends. Are you ready for the winter?
I am trying to gloss-over the fact that I generally don't enjoy the holidays, I tend to be involved with a lot of social ativities I don't especially enjoy and there is nothing I hate more than feeling lazy and groggy.
I bought myself some books and music on amazon just now. I am getting a couple of Godspeed You Black Emperor disks since I miss their droning dramatic durges. I feel like they will be an approrpriate soundtrack for the coming months.
I also bought myself another Vivenne Westwood book, since I gave the last one to Ellie for her B-Day.
I am supposed to talk to her later.
I will miss her when she's gone.
and my rake broke
so I need a new rake
instead I came indoors to look at the computer screen and sit by the window with the real sun
I have to work today and I would rather suck on a lemon
why is it always when I am ready to do things for myself- like paint or put togehter my portfolio that I have to go in to work and do a whole bunch of annoying physical labor.
Oh Yeah. I just remembered I don't have my car
I can't go get a rake. Rats. I have just to walk to the coffee shop and sit there until it's time to get on the train to go to work. I am glad there is a train. I just wish there was a little more bustle and hustle to go with it- but without the noise- I remember the last time I was in my beloved chicago and I felt nearly deaf, it was so loud everywhere- It drove me crazy. I guess I would get used to it.
Maybe in a few more weeks I will be willing to get my head out of the hole in the ground and come out for breakfast. I haven't been much for being around people lately and I spend so little time at home during the week that I savor the weekends. Are you ready for the winter?
I am trying to gloss-over the fact that I generally don't enjoy the holidays, I tend to be involved with a lot of social ativities I don't especially enjoy and there is nothing I hate more than feeling lazy and groggy.
I bought myself some books and music on amazon just now. I am getting a couple of Godspeed You Black Emperor disks since I miss their droning dramatic durges. I feel like they will be an approrpriate soundtrack for the coming months.
I also bought myself another Vivenne Westwood book, since I gave the last one to Ellie for her B-Day.
I am supposed to talk to her later.
I will miss her when she's gone.
I don't think that the antisocialite personailty of a fine artists and the workload that goes along with it tends to coincide well with being around people...
....Or maybe that's just my dysfunction.
Chicago... sigh, I was there this summer for the first time ever... took the train from Lansing Michigan, 5 hours...it was glorious! I loved the train, I wish I could take it to Europe, I'd be gone in a heartbeat if I could.
Planes are ok, I don't mind them, but there is something more gratifying about traveling by rails.
Now go get some work done! Damn lazy artists