el_cu_cuy

well, i have been away from the net for a long ass time. not sure if many noticed.

for my birthday i dated a great girl. that ended in a matter of days. to be honest, i am not even sure what happened. anyway, i am much better now and i keep myself occupied with other things just so i dont end up online so much (seeing as thats where i met her...kinda.)
i guess another reason is because i dont see much in the internet anymore. there are a few interesing and ritualistic things i do (check sg, check mail, etc.) online but nothing that would really cause me to dwell here, i suppose.
its good to see malloreigh got a new set though. *hot whistling*
for halloween i am supposed to go to a friends house. not sure what i wanna dress as. my friend is dressing as a pirate so i cant steal that idea. i thought about dressing as carl from aqua teen hunger force, a bum, or maybe even dressing like velvet wood's dad.
i've been a lot more depressed and aggrivated these days but i almost feel back to normal. if that makes any sense at all.
a few things that have happened recently have made me question a lot of things about my life and things around me. about how everything is routine. its a big never ending cycle. hm.. anyway....
danielle read some tarot cards for me the other night. now, i am not big on spiritualistic ideals but i gave it a try before (a couple of years ago back in high school) and what danielle said then, has sorta come to pass. she read my cards and ever since then i have been having dreams about a certain person that i havent talked to in a long time. i dont know if this means i should talk to them or what...but even if was supposed to do so, i dont even have a way to get a hold of that person.
oh well... so is life, eh? after awhile we just lose touch with what is real. heh.
so, again...not too much to report lately. just keepin busy. playing video games when i can (currently working on x-men legends on xbox) and working on my artistic abilities (including guitar).
*yawn...
kiddies, i am off to bed. heh, i dont even think anyone reads this in the first place. hah.

i should sculpt a gargoyle. *sry...just random.