el_bandito

I gotta say. Im not feeling too good right now. And its over something kinda dumb. I started becoming active on this site only recently. Been on for a few years, but just checked on the pics and that was about it. So i started getting on the boards and seeing whats up. Been wanting to talk/meet new people. Ive been in such i weird place after my 9 year relationship ended....anyways, joined a couple groups and sent a request for SGFL. Figured this would be the best place to talk to some local people. But i get denied. So I write to the owner to see whats up. He lets me know. I guess i didnt meet some of the requirments which im fine with. I also had a post deleted because someone found it racist. Which sucked cause i felt like a dick. (I didnt really think about the context, just started posting gifs I found on other boards)
But its the last line in the reply that kinda bothers me the more and more I read it.

"Also, it was mentioned in the group about your deleted post in the boards. (after you were denied for everything stated) and it was decided that you might not be a right fit for the group."

Right fit for the group? No one even knows me on here. But im obvioulsy not good enough. It just felt like being in High School again.