monday: get up early, take care of some biz, talk to some design clients, head to school, and pack for my trip.
tuesday: drive to portland (YAY!), party with my boy ryan and his roomies and celebrate an early b-day for me.
wednesday: go to airport a DAY EARLY and beg to be let on the plane early. Get on standby or some shit. i...
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tuesday: drive to portland (YAY!), party with my boy ryan and his roomies and celebrate an early b-day for me.
wednesday: go to airport a DAY EARLY and beg to be let on the plane early. Get on standby or some shit. i...
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really tired from last night's show with YOB and Graves At Sea, both incredible doom bands. it was a blast, but i am super beat. i am trying to get enough energy to go out tonight for a friend's friend's 21st b-day deal. you know: hit the bars, get loaded, hit the strip club and look at boobies and stuff.
so yeah, already tired and...
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so yeah, already tired and...
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dr_ew:
Kind of a late notice but there's going to be another sushi and bowling get together in eugene on saturday if you interested.
so tired... i have run myself ragged lately, keeping moving to avoid thinking about anything or dwell on stupid shit. so far, its working. but i am exhausted now.
in 2 weeks, i drive to portland to fly out to maryland for the maryland death fest. three days of grindcore, death metal and more metal. gonna be soooo good. hang out with friends, see great...
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in 2 weeks, i drive to portland to fly out to maryland for the maryland death fest. three days of grindcore, death metal and more metal. gonna be soooo good. hang out with friends, see great...
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itzjusme:
sounds fun! I am jealous. I wish I had something fun to look forward too. I know what you mean about the keeping moving thing. I have been doing that lately because everything has been shit lately...if I don't try to keep myself busy- I drive myself crazy.
But when I finally get home and get ready for bed(etc) I am dead tired.


I go out Friday night with a few friends, not expecting a whole lot to happen. Then, I run into this girl Jenna I had some classes with in school. Oh Jenna, so goddamn cool, funny, and not to mention TOO FINE. Anyways, we talk for a good hour and catch up, as she has been taking a few terms off. She says "I'm gonna...
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itzjusme:
Do I post too much in your journal stacy? i hope you don't mind. I'm on SG all the time until i find out if i get my new job and until school starts up again. boredom i guess
anyways...you seem like you have a lot to offer a girl...so good luck


itzjusme:
i understand how that feels....don't beat yourself up about it! you seem pretty chill to me

itzjusme:
That's awesome! Did you get footage of it? That's a funny picture


dr_ew:
Fuck and I went home early fuck fuck fuck.
sorry if i was vague, my friends. i was at a loss for words. but so people aren't in the unknown, here's the scoop:
i broke up with my lady of two and a half years and it has been devastating. she has changed and has chosen to do different things with her life that i chose not to take part in. it absolutely kills...
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i broke up with my lady of two and a half years and it has been devastating. she has changed and has chosen to do different things with her life that i chose not to take part in. it absolutely kills...
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dr_ew:
You got a beer on me I don't know were or when but next time I see you beer on me, thats finale.
when all that is planned fails...
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prs2000:
oh no... what has happened? last time i stopped by things seemed to be going so well with your music and everything. you gonna be ok???
itzjusme:
I may have made too much of an assumption...I just saw your journal a while ago
either way....




damaged...
wow. my life took a 180. very shitty. gotta figure this one out. things are going to be very lonely now.
please oh please, do not let me slip into depression again. its the fucking worst.
why does this have to be so painful. i have no idea what i am doing now.
please oh please, do not let me slip into depression again. its the fucking worst.
why does this have to be so painful. i have no idea what i am doing now.
started recording today. spent hours and hours setting up mics on the drums and it was worth it. intitial drum tracks sound amazing. after a little fine tuning, we can begin recording the finished drum tracks, then its on to me recording guitar tracks.
recording is the bestest ever.
recording is the bestest ever.

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xaqary:
yes it is. where the fuck are recording in Med?
xaqary:
looks good. Watch the phase in that room you got a lot of mics up- Just check your mixes in mono. Your gonna have to send us out a copy of that when its finished and I'll send you out some of our stuff.
I had to post on your birthday or it wouldn't count.