ejh

ugh... another long night of the drama train. how i wish i could remove myself from the situation immediately, but i am too involved to walk away. i cannot let her get hurt more by that motherfucker. i have to make sure she's okay, even if it doesn't... shit, i dunno... benefit me in any way? selfish thinking? yup, i'll own up to it. its fucking retarded-complicated. time will sort it out and heal those wounds.

i got an advance of Converge's "You Fail Me". Once again, a nice slab of music comes my way that so fits the mood, the atmosphere of all of the chaos going on around me. I've had it on repeat for hours and hours and hours...