ejh

tomorrow i go back to school for summer term. this past 3 weeks have been torturous, with not much to do outside of music and goofing off. don't get me wrong, i wish i could do it all the time, but i like a week off between terms so i can keep focused on my studies. last term, i managed to pull a 4.0 again out of thin air. with all of the bullshit i had to deal with with my breakup, i can't believe i didn't drop out or flunk. i had not dealt with that much animosity, heartbreak, lies, betrayal or sadness in such a short period of time. i was an emotional wreck. i thank music and my friends for keeping a death grip on that small part of sanity that i had remaining. rock and roll literally saved my life.
this past week has been a roller coaster. i am hoping being back in class will give me a little more structure in my crazed life and i can get back into the swing of things.