it's that time again.
I can feel the cogs somewhere deep inside turning. It starts with a vauge nastalgic feeling of lives lived in the last 20 years. A longing for who I feel I should have been vs who I've become. The feelings will keep building on a deeper level while my conciousness slowly begins lookoing for a release and getting more frantic as time will pass. By the time it becomes depreate some ecsape hatch will be found and all flood all my energy in that direction. I wonder if this time I'll recognize it for what it is and learn to internalize it instead of just riding it for a while. as always we'll see.....
I can feel the cogs somewhere deep inside turning. It starts with a vauge nastalgic feeling of lives lived in the last 20 years. A longing for who I feel I should have been vs who I've become. The feelings will keep building on a deeper level while my conciousness slowly begins lookoing for a release and getting more frantic as time will pass. By the time it becomes depreate some ecsape hatch will be found and all flood all my energy in that direction. I wonder if this time I'll recognize it for what it is and learn to internalize it instead of just riding it for a while. as always we'll see.....
did u get the email i sent you about seth bernard? he needs the info soon so he can shedual something else if we cant?