Eirian has come in to hard times... 
One of my kitties died of a heart attack last Monday (1/21/08.) It was horrific, she was chasing a laser pointer and then...she fell over and DIED!!! That's it!!! No warning, no sign of sickness...she just died! I have been in and out of reality ever since...sometimes I find myself completely lost, spacing out and other times I just burst into tears when I realize how different things are with out her. The cat who died is Arcee, she was only 4 years old, she was a beautiful calico, she was loving, she was extremely talkative, and she was the mother of 3 of my other cats....it's so quiet without her. Look at how pretty she was:
I plan on posting more details and pictures when I have my computer straightened out. It had some errors in several programs and the hard drive is overloaded. I have to clean it up.
I am back in school, its my last semester. I have not seen or heard any thing about the set I shot on the 7th. The guy who shot them is out of the country for like 6 months. He was supposed to send me a CD and a photo release contract...I haven't gotten any thing. I have a feeling I may not see my pictures for a long time.
Lastly, I saw that Vanessa is leaving SG...that's a shame. I love her a lot. I have not been keeping up so I don't know why she is leaving.
Sorry for the melancholy, but that is where I am right now and I am not sure when it will get better.
Eirian
"I woke up this morning, I could barely breath. Just an empty impression in the bed where you used to be..."
"Gods drifting in heaven, devils in the mailbox I got dust on my shoes, nothing but teardrops."
One of my kitties died of a heart attack last Monday (1/21/08.) It was horrific, she was chasing a laser pointer and then...she fell over and DIED!!! That's it!!! No warning, no sign of sickness...she just died! I have been in and out of reality ever since...sometimes I find myself completely lost, spacing out and other times I just burst into tears when I realize how different things are with out her. The cat who died is Arcee, she was only 4 years old, she was a beautiful calico, she was loving, she was extremely talkative, and she was the mother of 3 of my other cats....it's so quiet without her. Look at how pretty she was:
I plan on posting more details and pictures when I have my computer straightened out. It had some errors in several programs and the hard drive is overloaded. I have to clean it up.
I am back in school, its my last semester. I have not seen or heard any thing about the set I shot on the 7th. The guy who shot them is out of the country for like 6 months. He was supposed to send me a CD and a photo release contract...I haven't gotten any thing. I have a feeling I may not see my pictures for a long time.
Lastly, I saw that Vanessa is leaving SG...that's a shame. I love her a lot. I have not been keeping up so I don't know why she is leaving.
Sorry for the melancholy, but that is where I am right now and I am not sure when it will get better.
Eirian
"I woke up this morning, I could barely breath. Just an empty impression in the bed where you used to be..."
"Gods drifting in heaven, devils in the mailbox I got dust on my shoes, nothing but teardrops."
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acacia:
I hope you're doing better than when I last spoke to you. <3
gujsel:
hey my fantastic friend ....have a magic vday !!!!a big big hug for you !!!