I am taking a break from SG. Leave a message... I will be in the corner.
I leave you with bad poetry... its the first thing I've written since Tuesday.
For You
I am alone.
This cold cuts to the bones with the distrust of tomorrow's promises.
This rain will not wash away the grief that rules me.
my mind sways like a weeping willow as I collapse into arms least expected
he
was
the
only one there for me.
I want to stand by you but all I do is collapse and it is your strength that you deny that holds me up
I will clutch this blanket like lifeblood and let go of the life that rises within me and begs for release
sweet release to join those who have loved me without reason or return.
I
wait
wait
wait
for him.
And your presence does not disappoint me.
The comfort I discern from your voice in my ear calls me forward to these lights
these beautiful lights
and I will fall down, rise above, sway sideways.
Nothing
matters
anymore.
I beg you not to leave; you beg me to stay as if I am already gone.
And I am.
I will remain.... the whisper in your ear
with a gentle love that will persevere.
I
hope
you
understand.
I am finally...
home.
I leave you with bad poetry... its the first thing I've written since Tuesday.
For You
I am alone.
This cold cuts to the bones with the distrust of tomorrow's promises.
This rain will not wash away the grief that rules me.
my mind sways like a weeping willow as I collapse into arms least expected
he
was
the
only one there for me.
I want to stand by you but all I do is collapse and it is your strength that you deny that holds me up
I will clutch this blanket like lifeblood and let go of the life that rises within me and begs for release
sweet release to join those who have loved me without reason or return.
I
wait
wait
wait
for him.
And your presence does not disappoint me.
The comfort I discern from your voice in my ear calls me forward to these lights
these beautiful lights
and I will fall down, rise above, sway sideways.
Nothing
matters
anymore.
I beg you not to leave; you beg me to stay as if I am already gone.
And I am.
I will remain.... the whisper in your ear
with a gentle love that will persevere.
I
hope
you
understand.
I am finally...
home.
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"when the slumber of forever's called me home. i will not be gone, oh no you'll never be alone. my words will come to you cross time and space. you'll know where to find me and i'll be there... i'll be there."
"though i've fallen so far from grace. please will you keep me in your memory. and a little place for me in your hearts. eternal soul never die.
I honestly think is true, as loved ones have only to remember or make tribute to them, I got my Grandfather's Navy tattoo on the same spot he had his, I miss him so much, but I keep his memory forever over my heart.
"Sometimes I think back to those nights so long ago
A time of youth and innocence
Always searched for something, what I didn't know
Til I found you
Yeah, I'll never forget that feeling
The rush was insane
And sometimes when the sun is setting
My memories take me so far away
Sometimes I wish that things just could've stayed the same
You know that time can breaj your heart just to see the
way things change
Waves of emotion brought on by a song
But now you're gone, and time marches on
And I will never forget, never forget you
Never forget, never forget you
Those crazy times you helped me through
And I will never forget, never forget you
Sometimes sonethign reminds me
And takes me so far back....
A part of me will always stay there
In the shadows of the past
Where would I have ended up without you?
So far gone
You changed the world of a young man
A reason to hold on
I remember you close to me and you whispered in the dark,
"The time will come for you to go you must forget me not"
What it meant is known by precious few
But rest assured O will remember until my life is through."
I am really sorry. Take your break, I'm sure I'll see you soon. I have only met you once but you are a beautiful person. Shalom
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